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Amy Samantha
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Transgender, male to female. I'll never live the life I desire, and I am forced to accept it, under laws that allow criminals to abuse me.

I wonder...

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 15, 2014, 4:29 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Metallica - King Nothing
  • Watching: Under The Dome, Young and the Restless, The Chase
  • Playing: Guitar Hero: Metallica

..if anyone notices why I am so full of anger?

The described right below my username.

I am unloved. But...who could love me?

I mean, I'm a trans gender, and I like girls. No one really wants me...

Any and all the friends I have here, aren't real.

I mean, I know none of you. I can't hold you, or call for you when i need a friend.

Lonely, depressed without love, and I'm dying fucking damn it!

But, you don't really care; you smile and say it'll be okay but it isn't, not at all.


This is wrong.

Me saying anything at all.

because the world wants me to die and I'm worth nothing to every single one of them.

If I saw someone offer a free hug, especially a girl, I'd take them up on it, yes. But...I don't see it except on TV. Shit.

Fucking Hollywood. Leave it to them to fuck us all over.

And to you, you retards in the government. You have no conscience, and no fucking shame.

Damn you, damn you, damn you. Damn you all.

Fuck. I hope I get shot. Better than living in eternal suffering.


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MellissaLynn Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi, Amy!  Thanks so  much for the :+fav:, I really appreciate it.  :)  :huggle:
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Crucifer666 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for commenting my pics and fave some of them. Glad your like them. :)
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Mzdish Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014
thanks for the fave!!   Keep your chin up..i was once a lonely young tranny...i worked it out
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Kezmayu Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know whether you're still alive or not, but wherever you are, whatever you're doing, I hope everything is much better; that of what you've always, truly deserved. You've always been inspiring, strong, and stood your ground and didn't cheat your way out, even though you knew you could do it to help you while staying alive...You will be missed, honored, loved; I can only hope now that you actually are doing much better, feeling much more happy.. and may I be happy with you if you are feeling a genuine happiness. I just want you to know that I always did care; I never stopped caring, and I'm sorry I couldn't do more for you and be there for you as much as you needed...we ALL failed you, and for that, I am very, very sorry for being a part of that...
If you actually did it, I can only hope you're in a better place, never to be in pain again...though it hurts, I am happy for you. :rose: R.I.P...for all of eternity. :heart: 
deathroseorchid Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I guess we will see if anyone responds...
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